
“What?”
Lord Harrison Stokell, Marquis of Sutton
nearly choked, but caught himself quickly.
“I
said, Lady Vivian Weatherby is here.” Lord
Marksal repeated.
“She is?” He did his best to mirror
Marksal’s non-committal tone.
Marksal
began to speak again of their former
acquaintance, while Harrison scanned the
room, looking for the woman who had left him
six years, three months and…fourteen days
ago. Not that he was counting.
Too many of the high society upper crust had
turned out tonight, and they crowded
together in a most unbecoming array, thus
completely limiting Harrison’s peripheral
vision. He had to move about.
“Excuse
me, Marksal.” He pressed into the throng.
Faces
and false bravado met his gaze in every
direction. In the ballroom, he watched the
dancing couples. Disgusted with his need to
see her, he continued searching, into the
drawing rooms, the foyer, and the terraces,
all to no avail. He would recognize her if
she were in attendance. Perhaps Marksal was
mistaken.
Returning
to the ballroom, he lifted a glass of
champagne from a silver platter and tried to
quench his thirst. It was like spitting into
a wildfire. Beneath his black formal
waistcoat, his heart thudded against his
chest as if it might burst free.
Pathetic.. He drained the tepid liquid
and forced himself to stop looking about the
room. He focused on a tall plant in the
corner. Three husband-hunting virgins
surrounded the foliage. In unison, they rose
their freshly coiffed heads and summoned him
with their virtuous flirtation methods.
He couldn’t be less interested.
He
headed out to the gardens for relief from
the heat and frustration.
As
he moved further from the mansion, he
berated himself for allowing the mere
mention of her name to send him, Harrison
Stokell, Marquis of Sutton, into a love-sick
tizzy. Nauseating, really.
He
found a secluded spot near a slow trickling
fountain and sat down in the shadows. And he
thought of her.
He didn’t think about her oval face,
luminous skin, mysterious eyes, or midnight
silky hair. He didn’t think about the shape
of her body, the perfect contrast of curves
moving out and in and out again. He didn’t
think of her scent, something wild, spicy,
and beckoning. And he didn’t dwell on the
way she moved, like a flower’s petal
floating on a rippling pond.
He
thought of her wit, and how with it she made
him feel alive. She possessed an uncanny
ability to wryly relay her feelings and
empathize with his own, with simply a lift
of a brow, a pucker of the lips and a tilt
of her head. He could easily remember her in
a crowded room, her obsidian eyes laughing
for him amidst absurd talk of weather and
social engagements.
She
was sharp, perceptive and adventurous, and
when they had been together, he found great
fulfillment in simply observing her.
He
found great fulfillment in remembering her.
And
then he saw her.
She
stood alone, gazing up at the star sprinkled
sky, her glove-clad hands folded across her
slender body, rubbing her arms in an obvious
attempt to keep warm. For a moment he
wondered if she was truly there, or simply
an image conjured from his most secret
desire. Then she turned, ever so slightly.
The moonlight revealed her profile and he
knew.
He
stood and removed his coat, then silently
approached her from behind. He lifted the
coat to lay it upon her bare shoulders.
“Good
evening, Harrison,” she said without turning
to him. Her voice was deep and honeyed; it
startled him. It was the same; it was
different. It still affected him. She now
turned slowly and smiled, delighted at
having surprised him.
“My
lady,” was all he could muster. There he
stood, feeling like a fool, his jacket held
to her, as if he were a common servant.
As
their eyes locked, Harrison observed the
ever-unflappable Vivian Weatherby silenced
for a moment. He felt a stirring somewhere
in his body. At last he found his voice,
“When did you return?” He stepped to her
and laid his coat over her shoulders,
allowing his hands to linger a moment too
long. Tremors flowed from his fingertips to
his heart.
“Thank
you.” She wrapped the garment around her.
“I arrived in London yesterday afternoon.”
He
was staring at her now, completely besotted,
again. Still. He noticed the darker tone of
her skin, where the Indian sun had left its
ripening caress. For a moment he imagined
her moving through a crowded marketplace,
basket in her hands, her skin gleaming with
vibrancy, a coy smile on her lips. She
belonged in an exotic locale; she was made
for far more than London could offer.
“And
your husband, has he returned with you?”
The
dancing light in her eye clouded over and he
regretted the question. Apparently all was
not well with the young couple.
“My
husband has been dead for one year and two
months,” she whispered.
“I
am sorry for your loss. I did not know.”
Her
eyes narrowed and a hint of the girl he
remembered so well flashed there. The lift
of a winged brow and the slight smile upon
her lush lips teased him. Are you truly
sorry he is gone? Or only sorry you asked?
Her countenance asked.
“I
am sorry you lost him,” he answered her
unspoken questions.
Her
eyes opened wider, invitingly. “My husband
had many enemies; I believe one caught up
with him.” She paused, speaking without her
usual sardonic tone. “It is such a waste to
lose one so young and with such a lust for
adventure.” Her expression did not convey
sorrow and for that, he secretly delighted.
“And
so you remained in Calcutta?”
“I
was in mourning for one year. I thought it
best to remain there.”
“And
will you then return?” He asked, hoping the
answer would be a negative one.
“You
ask many questions, and offer little
information about yourself, sir.” He saw the
barely veiled amusement in her gaze. A light
breeze stirred the flowering bushes and
miniature trees, sending the floral scents
drifting through the air. The widow drew his
coat more tightly around her shoulders.
“My
life has remained quite unchanged since we
last spoke.” It is as if I have been in
a vacuum, waiting for the day you would
return to free me from the emptiness.
Vivian
closed the tiny distance that separated
them. She reached out and laid her slender
hand upon his chest and said softly, “And
yet, through correspondence, I heard of the
passing of your father, and the subsequent
passing of the title to you.”
Had she inquired of him, while grieving
and roasting beneath the tropical sun?
He was hanging on her every word.
“I
am surprised to hear of your interest of me,
while you were indulging in all manner of
adventure, taming wild boars, eating sautéed
insects, and such.” His didn’t attempt to
hide his sarcasm, she had hurt him.
“I
thought we were friends. Should I not have
inquired of you?”
“You
were a married woman.” A dark cloud drifted
over the moon, cloaking them in filmy
shadows.
Her
eyes grew limpid; her expression lost all
frivolity and was replaced by something more
sincere, more female, and more alluring. The
flush of her cheeks and the curve of her
mouth invited him, demanded him to kiss her.
He hesitated.
“Go
ahead,” she whispered, reading the unspoken
question in his gaze.
He
lowered his head to find the mouth he had
dreamed of for an eternity and gently took
it in a sensual caress. The garden, the ball
and London fell away, leaving only her and
him. Every inch of his body was alert and
focused on the gentle pressure of his lips
upon hers. In the tiniest recess of his
mind, he questioned whether this was real or
just another dream... He quickly pushed
rational thought away and lost himself in
the intoxication of her kiss.
####
Vivian
held him tightly, overwhelmed with the
emotion and passion that had been denied her
far too long. His mouth expertly coaxed her
to reveal the longing she had carried for
him, the years of loneliness and desperation
for the man she should have married.
Her
fingers found his face and gently traced the
strong, smooth jaw, and then moved deftly
through his long dark hair. Pressed up
against his firm and solid body, she felt
protected, desired and very much a woman and
still he kissed her. Holding her still with
his hands yet sending her soaring with his
ways.
He
pulled away from her. His pale blue eyes
searched through the darkness to meet hers.
“Welcome home.” He smiled hesitantly.
Waves
of heat and heady sensations rolled over
her. She broke his gaze and looked to the
grass where his fine coat lay.
“Leave it,” he said. “I will keep you warm.”
He
had kept her warm. She met his gaze and he
smiled again. “I had hoped to find you here
tonight,” she said.
He
cocked a brow as if he didn’t believe her.
She pursed her lips in response, playing
with him, this game they had nearly
perfected. “I have truly missed you.”
He
probably thought her daft, falling into his
arms after so much time. She had pined for
him. Now that she had found him, she
couldn’t resist the chance to kiss him once
more, if only for tonight, then so be it.
Pride was for the young and hopeful. With
Harrison, she would lay herself bare,
telling him of her thoughts and feelings.
Before
she could speak, he asked, “Why did you go
off with him?” He would surely expect her,
a proper young lady, to say she loved him.
That ought to be her answer, but shamefully,
it wasn’t.
“He
promised me adventure. I thought if I
remained in London, I might die of boredom,
spending my life as my mother had, in a
drafty old mansion, bringing forth heirs and
bending my back over an embroidery hoop.”
A
muscle in his cheek twitched. “Of course
those might have been my heirs. You might
have been residing in my drafty mansion, and
bored to death by my presence.”
“I
had no offer from you,” she responded
bitterly.
“My
father was sick. I wanted to wait until I
could be certain of what I had to offer.”
“I
am not the sort that marries for title,” she
quickly bit out.
“We
are all the sort that marry for
titles.”
“I
was looking to marry for love,” she said.
“You
were looking to marry for adventure,” he
added sadly.
She
didn’t respond. Part of what he had said was
true. She had traded the love and friendship
of a worthy man on a crazy whim for a man
who loved to travel and play in wild places,
leaving her to wait for him on distant
shores.
“In
my quest to grasp hold of a counterfeit map,
I let the treasure slip away.”
“And
now, you have come to seek an adventure with
me?”
“Love
is the only worthy adventure.”
She felt his hand at the small
of her back. The blue of his eyes pierced
through her, telling her his secret
thoughts, wants, and needs. She didn’t have
to think of how best to formulate her
response.
She
closed her eyes and set free the feelings
she had kept locked away since they last
met. She tilted up her face to his and
smiled, knowing he could read it all in the
color of her flesh, the fragrance of her
body, the hum of the air around them.
He
responded to all she silently told him. “I
too have missed you. I have missed you for
six years, three months and—
“and
14 days,” she finished.
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